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Nirvana (Pt. I)
02:19
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My ego drives all that I do. I never really feel for you. Hate and greed destroy my thoughts, 'til any trace of good is lost. I'll never break this cycle's spell. I can't escape delusions hell. I'm everything that I abhor. Nothing that I do is pure.
PIERCE
Devoid of empathy, how could I continue to be? I wish, just once, I could forget myself. I am nothing but fucking ego. Where is the heart I lost long ago? How could I push thoughts of you below? I will never reach nirvana. I'll never be at peace, and honestly, who is there to blame besides me?
LIAM
I am so cold, heartless, lifeless. I'm so fucked up, selfish, stuck up. I wish just once I could forget myself...open my eyes and see past these delusions. Escape from this cycle of endless suffering. But I could never crawl out of this hole that I've dug. I'll never see. I'll never fucking see. I'm so fucking stupid. I only think of me. I'll never reach nirvana. I'll never fucking see.
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Nirvana (Pt. II)
00:45
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PIERCE
I can't improve if I don't know where to start. You can define me as "bastard." How can I disagree? I'm digging deeper, but I feel like I'll never see. There has to be something in my writing this shit that will quell my shame. At this point in time, is what I face what I've become? I'm trapped within this cycle. Lowest of the low.
LIAM
I'll make it clear: you should never expect my help because everything I want is solely for myself. Nothing could redeem me and this is how I'll always be. I'll never reach nirvana. I'll never fucking see. I can't forgive myself for the way I feel when pride and greed are the only feelings that are real. I'll never end this struggle. I'll never accept me. I'll never reach nirvana. I'll never fucking see.
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Hell
01:50
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PIERCE
Why can't I open my eyes? Who I am has become clear to me and I can't just reason away all the guilt I clearly should be feeling. Every word I've spoken has lacked sincerity. And now their weight is crushing me...oh my God, I cannot breathe.
LIAM
I swear that I know how I'm supposed to be. I swear that I know there's more than just me. I've talked all the talk for all of my life, run my fucking mouth, pretending I'm right. But I just don't feel the way that I should I just don't care, and I never could. I'll never change. I'm too fucking blind. I could never see or ever be kind. Why can't I open my eyes? Hell is knowing that you're wrong and I am never right. Why am I such a fucking ass? it's never justified. Every act of kindness is stained by my fucking pride. Nothing that I do is pure. I'm a fucking lie. Every act of meanness, well that's who I fucking am. Any claim of feeling for you is a fucking sham.
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